When I’m bored or can’t sleep, I like to look at pictures of us and re-read your texts. Then I’d smile to myself because.. Actually I’m not sure. Seeing you just makes me happy.

Notice, he has more muscles now hehe. It’s friday tomr and I can’t wait to see him! Been such a busy week for th both of us. 

Anyway let me show you my favourite girl who’s such a qt pie yet such a loud hailer.

Super cute right?! Hahaha! Miss th kids already. I find it so funny that they’re bogay and when they talk, it sounds like it’s leaking air hahaha!!! 

Ok shall shower and sleep soon. Tomorrow is gna be amazing. RLY CANNOT WAIT TO SEE J (: 

strawberrytelle:

• When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
• When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
• When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
• When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
• When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
• When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
• When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

When my period is over, I wna go to eat at four fingers like a pig! Heh.

Coach sent us a thank you text this morn. It’s only through sms that he’s not (I quote Yvonne) “sibeh guai lan” LOL.

I’m back from Children’s Summer Camp @ SCC. This camp has been so fulfiling and such an eye-opener. And it brought th girls closer t each other. With coach as well of course. He’s probably th best coach I’ve seen, except that he’s a perv…. 

Anyway I’ve been waking up feeling dizzy every single morning in camp. At 4 when I wake up t text J, my world would spin each time I moved my head. And it would last till about 8? Think I haven’t been sleeping properly and comfortably. And th kids whack my head everyday when I’m sleeping and go, “Jiejie, you sleeping ah?” or “sleepyhead!!” Oh God. I get so damn pissed if someone disrupts my sleep like that. And coach squished me this morning. I think I kicked him and told him to go away. Oops. :X 

I said this camp was fulfiling because I’m so glad I managed t be able t communicate w Kendrick without shouting and he allows me t sit beside him w my arm arnd him. Oh, and we were able t hold some sort of a conversation. Even tho last night was rly terrible,  I made him cry by scolding him and confiscating his toy, I’m glad I figured a way out!! ^^ He gave me a hug before leaving hehe. Can’t even believe I was yelling my lungs out @ him on th first day and chasing after him and now he can walk beside me comfortably. ACCOMPLISHED!! And kids kinda grow on you after awhile. Ok no, SOME kids. 

I’m quite shocked some kid asked for my number hahahaha. What to do? I’m so lovable. HAHA ok no. Just feeling tired that’s why. Kids these days have such interesting names. Skyler, Zoel, Ursus, Lyn, Sky, Wyn etc. So apart from th chaos, coach told us rly interesting things. About life, about his and other people’s experiences. Which rly makes me wna work for / maintain certain things and never be too comfortable or take things for granted. 

With that said, although I have been treated like a maid / mother, I rly enjoyed myself and seeing some of th kids changing t become someone better (regardless of th extent) instead of th pampered kids that they were. 

I’m gna stop here cos my cramps are driving me crazy. But I had a great night w th girls and coach. 

Goodnight! ^^

My title says it all. But honestly there are so many kids out there, more than I thought, that are hard to love. Or they are rly lovable but they drain th energy out of you. And believe me, this camp that I’m helping to facilitate for are full of these kids. let me tell you first, I super love kids one.

Skipping th part whr th girls stayed over at coach’s but I loved his fridge. So many chocs and food I can go crazy!!! Love it love it love it.

Anyway I was made th in charge of Puma! Slightly disappointed cos ursus wasn’t in my team. He’s ms koh’s kid btw. Super fat, super cute, super bogay also. Period. But at least I had this cute 5 year old kid in my team called Joshua. So cute and so vulnerable I felt like I needed t follow him everywhere. Ok I needed to. He was blur as hell. Anyway my grp has 7 boys - Lucas & ethan (bros), Joshua, Colin, Kendrick, Cyrus (bro of this rly cute boy called skyler!!), Javier. Th boys gave me so much trouble at th beginning and I rly wanted to slap them so much and banish th thought of having kids. Yep, THAT bad. Kendrick was th worst, so uncooperative and so unpredictable. Followed by Ethan. And both were th oldest wtheck.

Oh and we had Moses w us today. Some intern from I dk where. Thank goodness cos Kenneth and Sean were obv not enough. Kids rowdy as hell. This camp is an epitome of a living hell LOL.

To cut th long story short, after what I’ve been through today, I am v glad I didn’t go through it in vain because my kids finally warmed up to me, were more cooperative and basically more comfortable and helpful towards me. Which I’m v v glad because Kendrick is a total terror. And terror itself is an understatement lol.

Oh yes, I’m blogging because rui en, who is stacey’s camper (who is happily sleeping wtheck), is keeping me awake. Sh cried, miss her mummy, wanted me to sleep beside her, complained th movie was noisy etc. I’ve been attending to her for an hr now and I lent her muffin for th night. (Noooooo.) Been patting her, stroking her hair, covering her ears, bringing her t th toilet. And sh fell asleep while gripping my thumb haha! How cute. But I’m rly tired and sh just woke up, again sigh. Shall just fall asleep in an awkward position. Th movie is not ending anytime soon.

This is training to be a freaking housewife la. Drive me nuts, all th kids. Ok enough ranting. Goodnight!

P.s I’m rly looking forward to Friday. I miss my dear boy.